I am still lonely

My dearest diary, now i am still lonely, i don't know why. I've try to find but it always stuck in the end, I've also try to comfort this situation with my life, but i think it useless. So, what should i do my dearest diary ?

My dearest love
Look at the deepest heart of me
Like a river without water
As my heart without a lover

I was lonely
Since happiness had left me
And now i am still lonely
By the pure of love, i declare

Come with me, my love
I'll show you about the green grass along the riverside
Look, they are so happy
As the view enchanted us to see

How lovely they are, fill with joy
Dancing as they never been born
Singing as they never been cry again
A beautiful view that only for a moment

All i want is your heart
All i need is your love
And throw my lonely away with your smile
Until the end of our time