fight the fear

ph: Brittany Nicol Fabry

We met before I left. It was magical and sad all at the same time.
But I had to leave.

It has been a while now that we have gradually come back to each other after two years of being apart.

But I feel blessed that It has come to this.
I want to tell you how I feel but I can never find the courage.
I feel it and I know you feel it too. It never really went away
I can see it in your eyes, I can feel it

But I'm scared. We are both scared
I'm scared you'll run away, because that's what you do
I'm scared of being rejected, because you're stubborn like that.
I guess I am too?
I'm not sure what your scared of. It may be the same reasons?

But I want you to know that I'll always be here for you, I'll never leave you
I know that I will Love you always, So don't fear that I don't.

I love you as you are. This time apart, I've realized I never truly wanted you to change
I love your flaws, it's what makes you you, and I love you.
I just want our souls to grow together, that's all.

But how can you know this if I can't find the courage and fight the fear.