I am Afraid To Love Again

baby, i had try to love you again, but my heart won't let me, what should i do ?

Why does this soul pressure me so tight ?
And why does this love is not my dreams ?
Float off into the deepest of my heart,
Only to find your true love that endless,
Whenever sea waves race into the shore,
Only our memories that left,
Darling, i am afraid to love again in time,
Even though loving you was my cried in the night,
Must i dwell in this feeling ?
And let myself dreaming ?
Please restore my love back into one understanding.